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Scream Of The Ants Dialogue List ‪(English)‬

Wed, 18/09/2013 - 18:12

 
Scream of the Ants, Dialogue list
This list includes English as and when spoken on the picture, an English translation for parts spoken in Indian and Persian together with the original French
 
۰۰۱
SCREAM OF THE ANTS
MOHSEN  MAKHMALBAF
 
۰۰۲
- Hey boy, come on.‎
Do you think the train is coming?‎
 
۰۰۳
- It is wind blowing, people think its train.‎
 
۰۰۴
- What time the train passes by here.‎
 
۰۰۵
- Train not coming.‎
 
۰۰۶
- No train.‎
What are we supposed to do then?‎
 
۰۰۷
- After sandy area there is the track
 
۰۰۸
- My feet are blistered
 
۰۰۹
- It’s ok it’ll heal.‎
- It’s ok?‎!‎ It will heal?‎!‎
 
۰۱۰
- Do I have to always fight with you?‎
 
۰۱۱
- Just like yourself.‎ From the start of
our trip you went one way and I another
 
۰۱۲
- You know why?‎ Do you want to know?‎
 
۰۱۳
In order for me to live I need to
Caress your hair,
 
۰۱۴
Kiss your lips, put my head on
your chest to hear your heartbeat
 
۰۱۵
Look at your feet.‎ So dry
like a dried tree in the desert
 
۰۱۶
-Leave me alone
I’m not in the mood for you.‎
 
۰۱۷
- Excuse me where are you from?‎
 Excuse me where are you from?‎
 
۰۱۸
- I don't know.‎ Her English is better.‎
 
۰۱۹
- Where are you from lady?‎
- Originally we are from Iran.‎
 
۰۲۰
- Nice meeting you.‎
- Same to you.‎
 
۰۲۱
- You are a tourist as well?‎
- No, I'm a journalist from south of India.‎
 
۰۲۲
- You come to see Sayehbaba, I think?‎
- No, not Sayehbaba.‎
 
۰۲۳
- It must be Dalailama.‎ Dalailama?‎
- Dalai who?‎
 
۰۲۴
- You know Dalailama?‎
He is spiritual leader who lives in Himalaya.‎
 
۰۲۵
- No, I don't know him.‎
 
۰۲۶
- So, what is bringing you in India?‎
- What is your interest?‎
 
۰۲۷
- We're looking for some special man.‎
 
۰۲۸
- Special man?‎
We're all special in India.‎
 
۰۲۹
 What kind of special man are you looking for?‎
 
۰۳۰
- This man is called "Complete man" or
perfect man.‎
 
۰۳۱
- I'm a complete man.‎
Don't you think so?‎
 
۰۳۲
- Of course I believe.‎
 
۰۳۳
- What does he do?‎
Who is this special man?‎
 
۰۳۴
- He does some kind of miracle
with people’s life.‎
 
۰۳۵
- You know most foreigners
who come to India are stupid.‎
 
۰۳۶
- You mean we're stupid?‎
 
۰۳۷
- Yeah, don't mind my saying this.‎
Because you come chasing all the wrong things.‎
 
 ۰۳۸
- What's the miracle according to you?‎
- What's the miracle according to you?‎
 
۰۳۹
- I don't believe in miracles,
I believe in reality.‎
 
۰۴۰
Everything like that is miracle.‎
 
۰۴۱
This heat is miracle.‎ Life is a miracle.‎
What's the miracle according to you?‎
 
۰۴۲
- What's miracle according to you?‎
- I can give you a long list.‎ You're a miracle.‎
 
۰۴۳
- Sorry I can't hear you!‎
- You're a miracle for example.‎
 
۰۴۴
- That kind of miracle!‎
 
۰۴۵
- You are a miracle, your smile is miracle.‎
May I?‎
 
۰۴۶
Your husband fighting with you
in none violence country is a miracle.‎
 
۰۴۷
Tourists coming to India are a miracle.‎
We've all kind.‎ Life's a miracle.‎
 
۰۴۸
What do you think?‎
 
۰۴۹
- Yes, but this guy does some thing
special with people’s life .‎
 
۰۵۰
We came specially to meet him.‎
 
۰۵۱
Our meditations teacher advised us
to meet him.‎
 
۰۵۲
We came to India for that.‎
My husband and I.‎
 
۰۵۳
- You know it's a coincident.‎
I'm here to shoot a miracle for my newspaper.‎
 
۰۵۴
- But you said you don't believe in miracles.‎
- Yeah, but I've come to find out if it's true.‎
 
۰۵۵
- But as a journalist you must be
 very busy in India.‎
 
۰۵۶
- Yeah, the rated which miracles happened
and foreigners come to see it, I'm very busy.‎
 
۰۵۷
Apparently, an old man can stop
a train with his eyes.‎
 
۰۵۸
- With his eyes?‎ Eyes?‎
 
۰۵۹
- That’s what people says,
 I've come to find out the true.‎
 
۰۶۰
I've appointment at the engine room.‎
 
۰۶۱
I'm going to see it from close.‎
You can join me if you want.‎
 
۰۶۲
- We can come with you?‎
 
۰۶۳
Look, are you still upset?‎
 
۰۶۴
He said there was a guy who stopped
the train with his eyes.‎
 
۰۶۵
Do you want to go see him?‎
 
۰۶۶
Yeah, why not?‎
Ok we come with you.‎
 
۰۶۷
- For how long have you been here?‎
 
۰۶۸
- I have no concept of time
It must be seven or eight years.‎
 
۰۶۹
- Why did you come here?‎
- I came here because I was sad
 
۰۷۰
I went around and came here and my soul said:
What is the point of living?‎
 
۰۷۱
I was sad so I lied down here,
I thought the train will come and wipe me out.‎
 
۰۷۲
Sitting here I lost consciousness because
of hunger and heat.‎
 
۰۷۳
Then my soul said:
There is no even a train.‎
 
۰۷۴
What is the point of dying?‎
Kept lying here.‎
 
۰۷۵
When the train came, driver stopped the train.‎
The travelers got down and they said:
 
۰۷۶
Baba how did you stop
the train with your eyes?‎!‎
 
۰۷۷
I said see brother, I didn’t stop
the train, the driver did.
 
۰۷۸
- He says how can anybody stop the train?‎!‎
The driver stops the train by himself.‎
 
۰۷۹
It seems you give advice
to every one who comes here.‎
 
۰۸۰
- No great advice.‎
I don’t want stop the train with my eyes.‎
 
۰۸۱
The beggars came here and
beg for food from the travelers in the train.‎
 
۰۸۲
They don’t let me go from here.‎
This is why I am stuck here.‎
 
۰۸۳
Somebody take me from here.‎
I am very sad.‎
 
۰۸۴
And his magic does not exit.‎
That is why I am here.‎ Somebody save me.‎
 
۰۸۵
- Take me from here.‎ I miss my children.‎
 
۰۸۶
- He says save me, take me from here.‎
 
۰۸۷
People are not letting me to go.‎
Take me back to my family.‎
 
۰۸۸
- You know it's a good idea,
 but it's a little dangerous
 
 ۰۸۹
- Bring the chair.‎
 
۰۹۰
Leave him alone.‎
Leave him alone.‎
 
۰۹۱
- How pretty!‎
 
۰۹۲
- You have a tourist’s eye.‎
Give me your camera.‎
 
۰۹۳
So I can show you more deeply.‎
 
۰۹۴
My mind is all screwed up.‎
Love, death and all kinds of shit.‎
 
۰۹۵
I don’t know
what you see so beautiful here?‎
 
۰۹۶
Is it really beautiful but I fail to see or
 
۰۹۷
Have I lost the difference between
beauty and ugliness?‎
 
۰۹۸
.
They say Gandhi loved the poor.‎
 
۰۹۹
But his lack of violence
has benefited the rich.‎
 
۱۰۰
See this one is laughing.‎
What is he laughing about?‎
 
۱۰۱
See they have lined up here since
this morning for a piece of bread.‎
 
۱۰۲
They keep saying no violence but the lack
of violence has turned into violence.‎
 
۱۰۳
They are sleep.‎
As if all are in collective ecstasy.‎
 
۱۰۴
How can there not be a revolution
in a country with 90% poor?‎!‎
 
۱۰۵
- Long live the revolution.‎
 
۱۰۶
- India is not a beginning for me.‎
It is the final point.‎
 
۱۰۷
What is God’s answer to
all this misery and poverty?‎
 
۱۰۸
- Certainly God’s answer to
you is not some divine socialism.‎
 
۱۰۹
God’s answer to the poor is
the little joys.‎
 
۱۱۰
When you’re hungry
a piece of bread is a joy.‎
 
۱۱۱
When you are thirsty
a drop of water is a delight.‎
 
۱۱۲
When you are sleepy you take a nap and
become the happiest in the world.‎
 
۱۱۳
In order to become happy you have to
lose some things not gain them.‎
 
۱۱۴
Happiness is not a line.‎
 
۱۱۵
It’s a bunch of moments
like the moment you laugh.‎
 
۱۱۶
When these moments increase in number and
get close to each other then they form a line.‎
 
۱۱۷
I think the poor are much more happier
than people like us
 
۱۱۸
Who think they have reached the end.‎
 
۱۱۹
People wonder why God likes the rich but
I believe he likes the poor better.‎
 
۱۲۰
God created them poor so he can
make them happy with small things.‎
 
۱۲۱
- So the question still remains valid.‎
Why doesn’t he like the rich?‎
 
۱۲۲
Who created them except God himself?‎
 
۱۲۳
So either there is no God or
if there is he is not just.‎
 
۱۲۴
Of course you’ll excuse me dear.‎
 
۱۲۵
-I love you.‎
We hadn’t said that to each other in so long.‎
 
۱۲۶
You look so beautiful tonight.‎
In this  Indian Sari.‎
 
۱۲۷
I want to start my life anew tonight.‎
I want to see the world through your eyes.‎
 
۱۲۸
I want everything to look beautiful.‎
 
۱۲۹
I want to be filled and emptied by you tonight.‎
 
۱۳۰
I want to kiss your feet tonight.‎
Kiss your hands.‎
 
۱۳۱
I want to put my head on your chest
tonight and fall asleep by your heartbeat.‎
 
۱۳۲
India is so beautiful tonight.‎
 
۱۳۳
- Have you heard of Gandhi’s story?‎
- No
 
۱۳۴
- The night Gandhi’s father died
he made love to his wife all night
 
۱۳۵
Then he hated himself.‎
He thought how can one be so abject
 
۱۳۶
To give in to minor pleasures
in order to forget bigger sorrows?‎
 
۱۳۷
Since then he decided not to ever make love
unless for having children.‎
 
۱۳۸
Do you want us too for once?‎
 
۱۳۹
- Do what?‎!‎
- Only once to have children.‎
 
۱۴۰
- As a father I don’t want to invite
anyone to this stupid world.‎
 
۱۴۱
- But I’ll become a mother.‎
 
۱۴۲
- And that is the beginning of
my life’s tragedy cause as a father
 
۱۴۳
I invited a person to this foolish world.‎
 
۱۴۴
My love!‎ Please think a little.‎
 
۱۴۵
What if that baby doesn’t want
to be born?‎
 
۱۴۶
What if he grows up and complains
why he was brought to this world?‎
 
۱۴۷
If he asks you why you gave birth
to him what will you tell him?‎
 
۱۴۸
Perhaps we’ll say: “Excuse us you are
 
۱۴۹
The product of a random union of your father’s
sperm and your mother’s ovule in India.‎”
 
۱۵۰
You know no human being is
created out of love.‎
 
۱۵۱
All are products of a couple’s distraction
in moment of lovemaking.‎
 
۱۵۲
A moment of negligence where a man and
 
۱۵۳
A woman hesitate to stop lovemaking
in the peak of their orgasm.‎
 
۱۵۴
I am fearful of the child
who’s born a murderer or a victim.‎
 
۱۵۵
You know becoming a father
is like announcing to the world that
 
۱۵۶
I was born,
tasted life and found it so delightful
 
۱۵۷
And I find it my duty to reproduce.‎
 
۱۵۸
- I came to India after Gandhi…
after Mother Teresa.‎
 
۱۵۹
- And I was a fool to come after your love.‎
 
۱۶۰
Now we have turned into two delusional people.‎
A philosophical trip.‎
 
۱۶۱
I rather spend the night with stray dogs and
leave you alone with your Mother Teresa.‎
 
۱۶۲
So much for our wedding night!‎
 
۱۶۳
- Where are you going?‎
 
۱۶۴ 
- Hello sir.‎
 
۱۶۵
Do you want a woman for a night?‎
It's only 60 dollars.‎
 
۱۶۶
 Do you want a girl?‎ Hello, hello.‎
 
۱۶۷
 Hey Mr.‎ It’s almost midnight,
at least my last price for you would be 10 dollars.‎
 
۱۶۸
 Please look back.‎
 
۱۶۹
Fuck you.‎ If you feel sex is important for you,
 for me money is important.‎
 
۱۷۰
- Human wouldn't sell himself.‎
Only things are for sells.‎
 
۱۷۱
- So why a table?‎
- I’ve a chair I need a table to complete it.‎
 
۱۷۲
- It would cost you more,
 if I want be your table.‎
 
۱۷۳
- What are these things around your room?‎
- These are gods.‎
 
۱۷۴
- How many gods do you have in India?‎
- We have 3000000 gods.‎
 
۱۷۵
- What's this one?‎
- It's a god of dance.‎
 
۱۷۶
Don't smoke.‎ It’s irritating me.‎
Please don't smoke.‎
 
۱۷۷
- And that one?‎
- That's a god of power.‎
 
۱۷۸
- I prefer the god of power ,
I hate useless gods.‎
 
۱۷۹
Don’t look at me like that, I get shy.‎
 
۱۸۰
I die for your loneliness before the big bang.‎
 
۱۸۱
What was wrong with you to bring us
into existence from nothing?‎
 
۱۸۲
Where is the power in you?‎
What is this world you created?‎
 
۱۸۳
I am in void.‎
I really want to be captivated by you.‎
 
۱۸۴
Enough of freedom.‎
I can’t any more.‎
 
۱۸۵
You are a cow with four legs on the ground.‎
God is in the skies.‎
 
۱۸۶
He is the one
who created women and wine.‎
 
۱۸۷
They say he did that, understand?‎
You are nobody.‎
 
۱۸۸
But indeed…but something is true
about two things you created.‎
 
۱۸۹
Women and wine.‎
 
۱۹۰
Thank you for women and wine.‎
 
۱۹۱
Have you come to see
what’s happening to your servants?‎
 
۱۹۲
Have you come to see me?‎
 
۱۹۳
You are so pretty!‎
 
۱۹۴
You are human like us.‎
Good that you are a woman.‎
 
۱۹۵
If I knew you were I would have
always had faith in you.‎
 
۱۹۶
It was your fault to put
intellect in my head instead of wine.‎
 
۱۹۷
When you are absent
cows also claim to be God.‎
 
۱۹۸
- Hello
- Hello.‎
 
۱۹۹
- We want to visit the complete man.‎
- The Complete man?‎ By car?‎
 
۲۰۰
No one goes to visit the complete man
 by car Madame.‎
 
۲۰۱
they goes by foot.‎ It’s better that way.‎
 
۲۰۲
- He says let’s walk.‎
 
۲۰۳
Yeah, but we may get lost.‎
We don't know the way.‎
 
۲۰۴
How long does it take if we walk?‎
- By foot 2 days, by car one hour.‎
 
۲۰۵
- It’s one hour by car.‎
 
۲۰۶
- It’s more convenient by car.‎
 
۲۰۷
- No, would you please take us there?‎
- As you pleased madam.‎
 
۲۰۸
- Thank you.‎.‎.‎
 
۲۰۹
- But friend, I tell you one thing.‎
 
۲۱۰
if you go by car to visit the complete man
 you can have a good view.‎
 
۲۱۱
 But if you go by foot you have a vision.‎
 
۲۱۲
- What kind of person is this complete man?‎
Please.‎
 
۲۱۳
- Complete man?‎ Oh my god.‎
 
۲۱۴
You should listen to people,
what they say about him.‎
 
۲۱۵
He’s very divined man.‎
 You should look at.‎
 
۲۱۶
They says his face look like a flower,
his voice is like music.‎
 
۲۱۷
 Don’t open the glass.‎ Please madam.‎
The fly will go away.‎
 
۲۱۸
 We have to go drape him back
 in the same place, we came from.‎
 
۲۱۹
 The taxi stand, do you remember?‎ Yeah.‎
 
۲۲۰
- Roll down the window.‎
The wind will blow it away.‎
 
۲۲۱
- Oh!‎
- What if he returns us again?‎
 
۲۲۲
- It voice is like my grandfathers voice.‎
It's nice.‎ He was a great singer.‎
 
۲۲۳
- He is crazy.‎
 
۲۲۴
- What’s with him?‎
- He’s crazy.‎
 
۲۲۵
Lunatic, let’s get out.‎
 
۲۲۶
- He is going back again.‎
- What do we do with him?‎
 
۲۲۷
- It reminds me of the sound of my grandfather.‎
 He was a great singer.‎
 
۲۲۸
- Look at him.‎
He is remembering his grandfather.‎
 
۲۲۹
- He wants to go back?‎
 
۲۳۰
- Are you making a new turn?‎
Are you going back there?‎
 
۲۳۱
- I need to go back because
I need to drop him also back.‎
 
۲۳۲
- We won’t get there in another 6 days.‎
It was easier to walk.‎
 
۲۳۳
Tell him to stop.‎
Why are you laughing?‎
 
۲۳۴
Tell him we want to walk.‎
 
۲۳۵
- Walk?‎ Promise?‎
 
۲۳۶
- Stop laughing.‎
Tell him we want to walk.‎
 
۲۳۷
- Stop, stop please.‎ Stop please.‎
 
۲۳۸
(French) Hey, hey monsieur, on va descendre.‎
 on va descendre la.‎ arretez-vous.‎ arretez-vous.‎
 
۲۳۹
- He doesn’t understand French.‎
Are you speaking in French to him?‎
 
۲۴۰
Stop the car please, we want get out.‎
Stop the car.‎ I told you stop the car.‎
 
۲۴۱
- Tell him if he had faith in God
 
۲۴۲
He wouldn’t leave us in the desert
to give a ride to an insect.‎
 
۲۴۳
With every step we kill at least one Ant.‎
 
۲۴۴
You have to choose.‎
If you want to see your Perfect Man
 
۲۴۵
You have to be an Ant murderer.‎
If you stop you became victim.‎
 
۲۴۶
Move your Ants out of my way God.‎
 
۲۴۷
I have to walk.‎
 
۲۴۸
One Ant died.‎
I heard his cry.‎
 
۲۴۹
Oh God did you hear your Ants outcry?‎
 
۲۵۰
One Ant died.‎
Two Ants.‎
 
۲۵۱
Three Ants.‎
 
۲۵۲
Four.‎
 
۲۵۳
Five.‎
 
۲۵۴
Oh God do you hear?‎
Can you hear their outcry?‎
 
۲۵۵
Don’t you get sad by your Ants’ death?‎
 
 ۲۵۶
- Hello
 
۲۵۷
- Hello, can you speak English.‎
- A little bit.‎
 
۲۵۸
- Excuse me.‎ What’s your name?‎
- People call me as a cow man.‎
 
۲۵۹
- We are looking for the complete man's address.‎
Do you know where he lives?‎
 
۲۶۰
- Yes just follow me.‎
 
۲۶۱
- Have you seen him?‎
- I have seen him few times.‎
 
۲۶۲
- Did you see any miracles from him?‎
- No.‎
 
۲۶۳
- Why people come a long way to visit him?‎
- You should ask them that.‎
 
۲۶۴
- He is an interesting guy.‎
 
۲۶۵
- Do you believe in god?‎
- Everyone is his own god.‎
 
۲۶۶
- Who do you ask for help,
 when you are alone or suffering?‎
 
۲۶۷
- Birth is suffering,
 death is suffering,
 
۲۶۸
 failure is suffering,
 victim is suffering,
 
۲۶۹
 all we have or we don’t,
 all is suffering too.‎
 
۲۷۰
It’s suffering.‎ Desire is suffering too.‎
 
۲۷۱
- Yes, but what do you think?‎
Do you think god exist or not?‎
 
۲۷۲
- God exist or does not?‎
 
۲۷۳
If you say god is there, then he is.‎
If you say it doesn’t exist, then it doesn’t.‎
 
۲۷۴
This is his house.‎
 Call, and wait for him.‎
 
۲۷۵
 if it takes long for him to answer.‎
 Keep calling.‎
 
۲۷۶
Mr.‎ Perfect man.‎ Perfect man.‎
 
۲۷۷
Est-ce qu'il y a quelqu'un derrière
cette universe.‎
 
۲۷۸
Est-ce qu'il y a quelqu'un derrière
cette universe.‎
 
 ۲۷۹
- Sorry,
 I went to put the cows in the shadow.‎
 
۲۸۰
- You also live here?‎
- Yes.‎ Who do you want to see?‎
 
۲۸۱
- You know,
 we are looking for perfect man.‎
 
۲۸۲
- People call me so.‎
 
۲۸۳
- Your name was cow keeper man.‎
- Every one calls me differently.‎
 
۲۸۴
- But you said you only saw perfect man
 a few times.‎
 
۲۸۵
- We have no mirror in our house.‎
Mirror brings egotism.‎
 
۲۸۶
I've only seen myself in the water a few times.‎
Now, what can I do for you?‎
 
۲۸۷
- My friend and I.‎.‎.‎
 
۲۸۸
- At least say my love.‎ 
 
۲۸۹
- My husband and I came a long way
from Iran to visit you.‎
 
۲۹۰
I'm so excited.‎
I don't know what to say.‎
 
۲۹۱
I couldn't imagine you.‎
Excuse my expression.‎
 
۲۹۲
But you are so simple,
such an ordinary man.‎
 
۲۹۳
 You know my husband use to be
 a communist.‎
 
۲۹۴
 I used to be a religious,
 and now I only believe in god.‎
 
۲۹۵
 Could you… I'm sorry… I'm confused.‎
 
۲۹۶
Can you give me a piece of advice
 and your faith?‎
 
۲۹۷
Maybe a new god to believe him…
 
۲۹۸
- If you have a paper or a notebook,
I’ll write in it for you.‎
 
۲۹۹
Don’t you need any advice?‎
 
۳۰۰
- I have no talent for faith.‎
 
۳۰۱
Tell him if he wants he can give me
his email address
 
۳۰۲
I can chat with him about God sometimes.‎
 
 
۳۰۳
- I only have this phonebook.‎
 
۳۰۴
These are the numbers that connect me
 to the past.‎
 
۳۰۵
Would you write something
 that would connect me to the future?‎
 
۳۰۶
- For everyone I use their own pen to write.‎
 
۳۰۷
- I only have this.‎
 
۳۰۸
 Shame on me,
 but could you write with this?‎ I'm sorry
 
۳۰۹
Why have you turned your back on him?‎
That’s disrespectful.‎
 
۳۱۰
- Leave me alone.‎
 
۳۱۱
- After 3 days, hold this paper
on the fire in the holly city.‎
 
۳۱۲
It will help you with the meaning of
 your future.‎
 
۳۱۳
- See this guy was retarded.‎
You told me he was the perfect man.‎
 
۳۱۴
You are so naive to be fascinated by
such people.‎
 
۳۱۵
- I forgot to sit on the chair so
he could remarry us.‎
 
۳۱۶
- Do God’s representatives have to
confirm a kiss?‎
 
۳۱۷
- I promised our meditation teacher that
I would have Perfect Man sit on it to make
 
۳۱۸
It holy so I could bring him as souvenir.‎
 
۳۱۹
- Nobody’s ass could sanctify this chair.‎
 
۳۲۰
- What are you trying to prove?‎
 
۳۲۱
I gave up everything for you.‎
I even caught my self from my parents
 
۳۲۲
But you are so selfish that you couldn’t
even face that man.‎
 
۳۲۳
What are you trying to prove?‎
 
۳۲۴
- I am not trying to prove anything.‎
 
۳۲۵
I am only searching
so I can put away my doubts
 
۳۲۶
and get rid of my prejudgments, get it?‎
 
۳۲۷
I followed you because
I thought you were after truth.‎
 
۳۲۸
I despise one who has found the truth.‎
 
۳۲۹
He, who has found the truth
turns a fascist.‎
 
۳۳۰
I don’t want to talk about God any more.‎
 
۳۳۱
- I am a murderer because I walk.‎
Oh God, forgive me.‎
 
۳۳۲
Move your Ants out of my way.‎
I have to walk.‎
 
۳۳۳
One Ant died.‎
I heard it's cry.‎
 
 
۳۳۴
Oh God did you
hear your Ants scream?‎
 
۳۳۵
One Ant died,
 
۳۳۶
Two Ants…
 
۳۳۷
three Ants…
 
۳۳۸
four…
 
 
۳۳۹
five…
 
۳۴۰
- Oh God, whom I love so much.‎
I want to be under your roof
 
۳۴۱
Without you my boat will sink
in the ocean of ignorance.‎
 
۳۴۲
Bring my boat to shore.‎
Please come and let me embrace you.‎
 
۳۴۳
I was born several times.‎
I remember a few.‎
 
۳۴۴
Once I was a cow.‎
Once a yogi and once a maharajah.‎
 
۳۴۵
I don’t know about the mistakes
I made in my previous life
 
۳۴۶
That God brought me to this world
as a sick and poor.‎
 
۳۴۷
I want to rid myself of this world.‎
 
۳۴۸
I want to die in Banares
not to be born again.‎
 
۳۴۹
I am waiting to be called by God.‎
Please help me.‎
 
۳۵۰
I want to go to Banares.‎
Please help me.‎
 
۳۵۱
I can’t walk.‎
I want to die in Banares not to be born again.‎
 
۳۵۲
It is so hard to become a perfect man on earth.‎
I am so tired.‎
 
۳۵۳
- What’s this old lady telling to you?‎
 
۳۵۴
- You know this people believe that all human
beings have to be reborn.‎
 
۳۵۵
 This is a very tiring cycle of life.‎
 
۳۵۶
And they are very tired to be in that cycle
to that compulsory suffering.‎
 
۳۵۷
 And they believe that,
 
۳۵۸
 if they die in a holly place, and holly city,
they don’t have to be reborn again and again.‎
 
۳۵۹
It will stop all that reborn and reborn,
 
۳۶۰
 suffering will be stop but they have to give
 their ashes to the Ganga,
 
۳۶۱
then all the suffering will end.‎
 
۳۶۲
- You speak a very good English,
 where are you from?‎
 
۳۶۳
You mustn't be from India.‎
 
۳۶۴
- In this life I was born in Germany.‎
It wasn't a very convince life.‎
 
۳۶۵
 And when I was 40 I decided to go to India.‎
 
۳۶۶
 Now since 13 years
I’m leading people call it religious life.‎
 
۳۶۷
I would say trying to cross to highest truth.‎
 
۳۶۸
- Have you ever live in jungle?‎
 
۳۶۹
- All the last 4 years, I was in Burma.‎
 Rainy Forest,
 
۳۷۰
Only once a day goes to catch your
 food and then you go back to your cottage.‎
 
۳۷۱
 Nobody to blame,
 the only idiot is hanging around is yourself
 
۳۷۲
 So you become very careful in blaming,
 because if you blame that self you suffering.‎
 
۳۷۳
 Lots of animal, learn how to respect animals.‎
 
۳۷۴
- Why did you leave Germany?‎
- The negative reason for leaving,
 
۳۷۵
 that's all convention of life.‎
I was not very successful.‎
 
۳۷۶
 But the positive reason was,
 
۳۷۷
I was looking at that conventional business,
 I said: that's all?‎!‎ Come on,
 
۳۷۸
 there should be
some thing more to the game.‎
 
۳۷۹
- Why did you leave western countries?‎
 
۳۸۰
- Actually, the real thing to do
is to find the heart and to let the heart do
 
۳۸۱
 what the heart is supposed to do.‎
If we put too much lowed on the heart
 
۳۸۲
without it is thought,
 and all that thinking, it become very heavy.‎
 
۳۸۳
  And learn, not to burden,
the heart without that thinking garbage.‎
 
۳۸۴
There are some people who can train you,
 who can tell you,
 
۳۸۵
focus on that, and don’t focus on that.‎
 
۳۸۶
- And did you finally find the reality?‎
 
۳۸۷
- No, finally we find…
The life has not guaranty.‎
 
 ۳۸۸
I'm not having any guaranty
 to have final realize,
 
۳۸۹
from this compulsory birth and rebirth.‎
Death cycle
 
۳۹۰
But at least I’m very clearly convinced
that I’m doing a right job.‎
 
۳۹۱
And doing what is the only job work doing.‎
 
۳۹۲
All other jobs satisfying some
sense pleasure.‎
 
۳۹۳
 going for money, or fame, or something
 like that would be just running around.‎
 
۳۹۴
 like a crazy mouse and like a hamster.‎
 
۳۹۵
- You mean you help people to die?‎
 
۳۹۶
- Not helping them to make suicide.‎
 I'm helping them to focus on something
 
۳۹۷
bigger than just the 5 sense pleasure,
or running after some crazy idea.‎
 
۳۹۸
But to focus and to work on something which is
bigger and greater in the meaning,
 
۳۹۹
 in the quality.‎
 
۴۰۰
It appears the heart mind is much small and
very fragile, almost like a child mind.‎
 
۴۰۱
- Any regret?‎
- Regret?‎ No.‎
 
۴۰۲
 the first thing he has to learn is
you should not be afraid of death.‎
 
۴۰۳
 Second things, he has to learn is
to have no regret,
 
۴۰۴
 and third thing he has to learn,
to be joyful at the time of death.‎
 
۴۰۵
- You know my husband gave
 all the money we had to a prostitute.‎
 
۴۰۶
Now we don’t have money to go to a hotel.‎
 
۴۰۷
 Would you mind
if we stay here to spend a night.‎
 
۴۰۸
I hope I become mother tonight.‎
 
۴۰۹
- With the boat we can do that.‎
 We have enough space.‎
 
۴۱۰
- Thank you.‎
 
۴۱۱
- This is the river of the holly mother Ganga.‎
 People gave that death to this river.‎
 
۴۱۲
 They give the ashes of the death body
to the Ganga.‎
 
۴۱۳
 They pee in to it.‎ And the same time
 they drink from this water.‎
 
۴۱۴
Here death and life are same together.‎
 
۴۱۵
Have you seen that woman’s death body
floating on the river?‎
 
۴۱۶
If there is a God he must certainly be
regretful of creating humans.‎
 
۴۱۷
That’s why he gives birth one by one
 
 
۴۱۸
But destroys by thousands in
floods, storms and earthquakes.‎
 
۴۱۹
- Mother don't worry.‎
 We will find the fire wood.‎
 
۴۲۰
 We will have enough fire wood.‎
You should not worry about that.‎
 
۴۲۱
This fire burning these bodies away
constantly, going on,
 
۴۲۲
 there is no, no escape to that.‎
 
۴۲۳
 Usually in reach countries
you don’t see that,
 
۴۲۴
but you can see it here
 detail by detail by detail.‎
 
۴۲۵
 Because of that the people get really tired.‎
 And quiet hurry fight.‎
 
۴۲۶
 Because so graphic so horrible,
no escape, Just burning.‎
 
۴۲۷
 If it would be the final thing,
 it would be very good,
 
۴۲۸
 because then all the suffering
would be finished,
 
۴۲۹
but after that burning there is reborn.‎
Because here in this place,
 
۴۳۰
people are very convinced
that you are dying reborn, dying reborn,
 
۴۳۱
 and dying reborn.‎ Very compulsory,
 very horrible suffering,
 
۴۳۲
see that one.‎ That was a reach man,
 because of a lot of fire wood.‎
 
۴۳۳
The other one very small, poor man.‎
 
۴۳۴
 Now he has even difficult
 to burn away his body.‎
 
۴۳۵
Family is in trouble, because
hardly they can burn away that body.‎
 
۴۳۶
The reach man is burning very nice.‎
 
۴۳۷
Even after death reach man's family
has pleasure to see him burn away quick.‎
 
۴۳۸
 Even after death, reach and poor still visible.‎
 If it would be the final burning, ok.‎
 
۴۳۹
Every body could some how live
with it and say ok that was it.‎
 
۴۴۰
But in this culture people are really believe in
after death, direct coming back.‎
 
۴۴۱
Rebirth, then all the life suffering,
 burning away rebirth, dying, rebirth, dying,
 
۴۴۲
 and that compulsory rolling on.‎
 It’s really horrible for his people.‎
 
۴۴۳
They are so suffering.‎
 They are not very aggressive.‎
 
۴۴۴
They just take it as aaaaa.‎.‎.‎ why, why.‎.‎.‎
they want to come out of that,
 
۴۴۵
- This universe is full of sheet.‎
 
۴۴۶
- It’s not only .‎.‎.‎ the packet
is not constantly stable full of sheet.‎
 
۴۴۷
 No, the sheet is constantly raining on you.‎
 
۴۴۸
 It is a process,
sheet is happening, continuously.‎
 
۴۴۹
Sheet is happening.‎
Something is sheeting over you.‎
 
۴۵۰
It is not only sheet is there.‎
 No, no.‎ it is really moving.‎
 
۴۵۱
 It’s rolling raining over you.‎
 
۴۵۲
And then in the different culture,
 they have found different answers to that.‎
 
۴۵۳
 For example the Catholics are saying;‎
 you deserve it.‎
 
۴۵۴
 Protestants are saying;‎
let it happened to others.‎
 
۴۵۵
The Muslim is saying;‎
 it is the veal of Allah.‎
 
۴۵۶
 And the Jesus;‎ they always says;‎
why it always happening to us?‎
 
۴۵۷
Buddhist they are saying;‎
actually it is not really sheet.‎
 
۴۵۸
 In Japan the Zen Buddhist;‎
listen to the sound of sheet happening.‎
 
۴۵۹
But you know these are only theoretical.‎
 
۴۶۰
 These are only word out solution
 by some people who try to consult the people
 
۴۶۱
to try to help the people survive with all
that constant sheet business.‎
 
۴۶۲
Come on.‎
 
۴۶۳
 We are having something interesting
and important to do.‎ Come.‎ Come on.‎
 
۴۶۴
- Close your eyes.‎
 
۴۶۵
Shut your ears and just smell.‎
 
۴۶۶
Shut your ears and just smell.‎
 
۴۶۷
This was your lesson today.‎
 
 ۴۶۸
- Excuse me, do you want to buy flower?‎
۱۰ Rupees,
 
۴۶۹
 Take put in Ganga.‎ Do you want?‎
 
۴۷۰
 Do you want to buy flower?‎ Why?‎
 
۴۷۱
- Why should I buy flower from you?‎
 
۴۷۲
- You buy put in Ganga
 with your family name.‎
 
۴۷۳
Good luck for your family name.‎
- I don't have any family.‎
 
۴۷۴
- Your baby name
- No baby.‎ Is it good for having baby?‎
 
۴۷۵
 Do you have matches?‎
- Yeah I have.‎
 
۴۷۶
- I need fire for reading something.‎
 
۴۷۷
Look, I can't read this.‎
 Can you help me to read this please?‎
 
۴۷۸
- Ok.‎ This is Hendy.‎ I tell English.‎
 
۴۷۹
I have cross seven sees
 
۴۸۰
Gone up all the seven heels
 
۴۸۱
Down all the valise
 
۴۸۲
Crossed my deepness
 
۴۸۳
True all the season
 
۴۸۴
Travel all around the world
 
۴۸۵
And when I came back home
 
۴۸۶
I was ashamed to see
 
۴۸۷
All this world in a tiny due drop
 
۴۸۸
In the leaf of the planet in my garden .‎